all of a sudden, i feel that im spending too much time beautifying my blog, and posting posts almost every other day, that i don't read other people's blogs. maybe except kaiwen's and my sister's, the rest i almost do not. been bloghopping today, and realised quite a number of things. :/ guess i have been really lag in the blogging world. :/

actually blogs are for expressing things you dont want to tell people straight in the face and hide behind the computer screen. which is quite saddening to know. guess the world has become like that nowadays.

plurk is simply awesome, with the small group of us who dont really talk to each other on a daily basis, helping each other's karma to increase, and we get to know each other's daily activites and life. fb is getting boring. plurk is starting to catch my attention although im quite a latecomer. ;D but who cares. it is fun. (:

my muscles are aching like crap from ytd. My thighs are like -.- now. i dont feel like going for pe, but yingling is going, and i dont seem to have an excuse not to. ill probably run really slowly tmr. :/ cant be bothered to write letters anymore. oh man, thighs and butt, please recover for my 5 items on friday. :/ please please please God help me.

this morning i had a hard time waking up, because i was having a beautiful dream. some people say dreams are the opposite of reality, and some say that they are the wants of the person dreaming it. hmmm, i wonder which one is mine. but i hope its not the first one, because it really seemed so vivid and real to me. and its one of the only times i can remember my dreams. (: thinking of it makes me day dream. :O omg, do i really want it that much. im mad i tell you. i must really ____ you.

i swear benjamin khoh is freaking cute. :D