hello.

hmmm, these days you've changed. are you distancing yourself from us? i guess there may be a lot of things you may know but others do not, but it doesn't matter because we, (I) don't give a damn (maybe except for some people who still try to be close to you). i mean like hiding stuff, upfront, is a like bad thing already to start with. All of a sudden I feel like its miles apart within us nowadays. Is is 2009? Or is it just you that has changed. All the talk about intrusion by some weird person, it does not even matter if your heart is not with us anymore. That is why I hate competition, and that is why you've changed. I wonder if you realise it. :/argh forget it you won't even know im talking about you since you think you're so perfect.

OMGOSHOMGOSHOMGOSH what Kelly told me today was seriously shocking and shocking and whatever word that relates to shocking. After eating my lunch, she told me ... and like I was so stun I almost puked. =.= I mean it's not the issue she told me, but how some people reacted to it. hilarious i tell you.

Before lunch I felt a little little emo-ish (that is so not a word to be used on me), but anyway, i felt that it was cos I was really thinking about some stuff and pondering on things that have been going on this past one and a half year. people change, it's just for the better or for the worse. anyway something really pissed me off right after lesson and going for lunch time. -.- what the freak seriously. I mean, please 为我着想. argh.

and kaiwen, there is no story to tell. :) just probably my K-N-E-E that is killing my mood as well. :/ stupid old injury. soon i'll need to do acupunture also. can anyone imagine you walkwalkwalk halfway suddenly 脚软 and then you go "woah" as if going to fall. Argh. sucksucksucks. whatever lah. -.-

my mood isn't that wonderful as before. I need a quiet space where I can reflect on whatever that has happened this past 1 semester. help me. one thing's for sure: I need my A for C.lit and Chemistry a pass. :O