plastered

2009-08-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

uh oh uh oh

2009-08-19T22:23:00.005+08:00

today was a bad bad day.

I just hate and detest the way some people function. How can you blame me for --- ----- ---- ---- for you. -.- oh god. where's the sense in this. whatever lah. ive never disliked you this much no matter what people said about you. Today is the first time I truly experience why they detest you so much. Hurhur. At first I thought I was wrong, after lunch hearing from people's third person's and fourth person's opinion, I realised I have not done anything wrong. Go and die.

Today before lunch I had filming of LA. haha epic fail. tmr need to do again. hmmm. I hope it'll be okay okay okay okay! :D

my body is getting weaker and weaker. My knee is painful again. AGAIN. for the dont know abcefghijk time ever since it got injured. what the freak. argh. its killing my mood. the medicine does not work at all please. -.- soon i need physio, which is not possible since my father doesnt want to pay. -.- whatever

my social life is ruined. I have not logged in to facebook for 3 days? Plurk is dead dead dead. And I totally am off twitter. I dont know what am I doing nowadays. shiat and sian. filled with stuff like tritouch and group work. -.- maths project, physics project = thank you yangyang. you are a life saver. :D you rock. thankyousomuch.

Okay have to try to find more organisations for scholarship. and hmmm. my tagboard's dead.

jiaxin(:

one hand feel on the steering well

2009-08-19T19:13:00.004+08:00

this song is freaking awesome. :D

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know

jiaxin(:

I'm hatin' it

2009-08-18T13:24:00.003+08:00

oh god.

once again, i'm having diarrhea for the whole entire morning, and I strongly think it is due to my father's cooking of some weird fish with a lot of scales and bones. i have a feeling he didnt cook it enough. I have quite a sensitive stomach i think. but whatever lah. sian.

oh yes, I'm selling TEENAGE MAGAZINE tmr for only $2.70! :D with a nice nice teenage plastic bag also. for those of you who wants, please approach me! :D CR203! Thank you!

okay nothing to post about for now. Bye.

jiaxin(:

we don't fight fair

2009-08-16T22:03:00.004+08:00

well well have not posted for a really long time. its not that I have nothing to say, but rather dont feel like saying.

today was mostly spent editing the LA video, yesterday met val, huanying, kelly and kent to film LA project, which was really very fun as it was not as boring as I had expected the video to be in the beginning. Ive been getting a lot of brainwaves from my creavtivity juices recently, which mean it is soon to run out. but with fingers crossed, i'm sure we'll do a great job. :D

things change people change. I don't know what a friendship is for if so much jealously and competition is for. Can such minor issues provide a scar on our relationship? I mean come on, seriously, is there really so much things to hide and get pissed over? Too bad it is not that good anymore as I expected to be. Well, lets see how it goes. I guess this is what I want to say from all the days that I didnt post so far.

Time is running out. Promos is coming. So is LA night. I better get finish editing the video!
To all those groups that havent started filming! START SOON! and good luck! :D

love this song, thanks val. :D

jiaxin(:

A Song Calling For You

2009-08-05T16:43:00.006+08:00

hello.

oh god this is so boring.

i am at home and everyone is either at physics olympiad, the chinese newspaper interview, or supporting divya or having their pilot test. anyway, goodluck to everyone!

Goodluck to Glen, Shauna and Gabriel and everyone else taking physics olympiad! :)

Goodluck to Divya at her public speaking conference! :D

Goodluck to Yingling, huanying, tzehern, kelly and everyone there at the newspaper interview! :O yingling you need to say something. hahah. thank god im not there to speak chinese.

i guess im the only one at home. look at this pathetic contact list.

even the only person online, angee is in school waiting for tennis training to start. how about me. -.- saded. so boooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrinnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggg. ._.

and so last saturday, i met up with my civics group and we went pasir park! well, not my whole group, without jingwen because he was late and gabriel cos he had church.

oh, look how small i am! (L)

i am so strong pulling yangyang up the tower! :D

whee somehow i feel like a kid again. hahaha.

my faved photo. everyone's so prettay in here. :D

today was really fun cos it was gaolaoshi's birthday! :D we had this balloon thing with a lot of words on it, as you all people know. :) so many people were looking at what we were doing outside 2C just now, which was so embarrassing. hahha.

ANYWAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAOLAOSHI!

WATCH THIS ITS FREAKING FUNNY.

(okay will upload the pictures later people)

whoo and now no one's online -.-

jiaxin(:

SORRY SORRY

2009-08-03T21:22:00.003+08:00

(don't mind the small caps cos my shift key is spoilt.)

today was like the slackest day every. the only lesson i had was like c.lit and that's it. i have mc for pe, had taiwan immersion programme thingy and did not take la test so i had the whole 2 periods free. :D i went to the library with glen and then he just slept the WHOLE ENTIRE TIME till 3pm. -.- i slept for about an hour i think. super tired.

oh GLS's birthday on weds, and preparing for it is fun i tell you. :D i love cutting the stuff. and seriously gracia, you writing the gonghan is freaking funny and it makes me laugh non stop when i think about it.

physics has been fun until dc circuits came along. something i hate to the core. -.-

i swear im pro. :D

OMG MY DAD JUST GAVE ME 50 BUCKS. (my parents aren't nice people when it comes to money) OMG HE IS MAD I TELL YOU. -.- ANYWAY THANK YOU DADDY! :D

jiaxin(:

my heart abandoned.

2009-07-28T00:56:00.006+08:00

hello.

hmmm, these days you've changed. are you distancing yourself from us? i guess there may be a lot of things you may know but others do not, but it doesn't matter because we, (I) don't give a damn (maybe except for some people who still try to be close to you). i mean like hiding stuff, upfront, is a like bad thing already to start with. All of a sudden I feel like its miles apart within us nowadays. Is is 2009? Or is it just you that has changed. All the talk about intrusion by some weird person, it does not even matter if your heart is not with us anymore. That is why I hate competition, and that is why you've changed. I wonder if you realise it. :/argh forget it you won't even know im talking about you since you think you're so perfect.

OMGOSHOMGOSHOMGOSH what Kelly told me today was seriously shocking and shocking and whatever word that relates to shocking. After eating my lunch, she told me ... and like I was so stun I almost puked. =.= I mean it's not the issue she told me, but how some people reacted to it. hilarious i tell you.

Before lunch I felt a little little emo-ish (that is so not a word to be used on me), but anyway, i felt that it was cos I was really thinking about some stuff and pondering on things that have been going on this past one and a half year. people change, it's just for the better or for the worse. anyway something really pissed me off right after lesson and going for lunch time. -.- what the freak seriously. I mean, please 为我着想. argh.

and kaiwen, there is no story to tell. :) just probably my K-N-E-E that is killing my mood as well. :/ stupid old injury. soon i'll need to do acupunture also. can anyone imagine you walkwalkwalk halfway suddenly 脚软 and then you go "woah" as if going to fall. Argh. sucksucksucks. whatever lah. -.-

my mood isn't that wonderful as before. I need a quiet space where I can reflect on whatever that has happened this past 1 semester. help me. one thing's for sure: I need my A for C.lit and Chemistry a pass. :O

Is competition really that important? You've changed.

jiaxin(:

where the streets are made of gold

2009-07-27T00:16:00.008+08:00

i went for hillsong ytd and it was a really exhilarating time of my life. :D i felt that the message and everything was freaking awesome and perfect.

i met gabriel, darren, jeremiah and joel, who were ALL late (okay maybe except darren who didnt want to come say hi when he saw me. -.-) we went in at like 6pm. and then ate maggi noodles there haha, then jiamin they all came along as well. ;D and then after a while, jiayun, shipei and greena came. i was so surprised greena came. and was happy as well! jianle joined us a while later.

okay sorry about the wrong spelling. but its freaking nice okay the picture. :D loves

i love all the songs from the new album!

especially: You Hold Me Now (the lyrics are very meaningful)

On that day when I see

All that You have for me

When I see You face to face

There surrounded by Your grace

All my fears swept away

In the light of your embrace

When Your love is all I need

And forever I am free

Where the streets are made of gold

In Your presence here to hold

Let these songs of heaven rise to you alone

No weeping, no hurt or pain

No suffering You hold me now

You hold me now

No darkness no sickening

No hiding You hold me now,

You hold me now

In this life fin'lly stand

Through my joy and my pain

Knowing there's a greater day

There's a hope that never fails

When You're name is lifted high

And forever praises last

For the glory of Your Name

I'll be livin' for the day

When the world has finally cease

All creation rest in peace

Let these songs of heaven rise to you alone

No weepingr, no hurt or pain

No suff'ring You hold me now

You hold me now

No darkness no sickening

No hiding You hold me now,

You hold me now

For eternity

All my heart will give

All the glory to Your name

For eternity

All my heart will give

All the glory to Your name

For eternity

All my heart will give

All the glory to Your name

For eternity

All my heart will give

All the glory to Your name

No weeping, no hurt or pain

No suffering You hold me now

You hold me now

No darkness no sickening

No hiding You hold me now,

You hold me now

No weeping, no hurt or pain

No suffering You hold me now

You hold me now

No darkness no sickening

No hiding You hold me now,

You hold me now

No weeping, no hurt or pain

No suffering You hold me now

You hold me now

No darkness no sickening

No hiding You hold me now,

You hold me now

jiaxin(:

love will lead the way

2009-07-23T21:41:00.004+08:00

although tonight has really been a hectic night for me, cos i havent studied tingxie, or done my chem remedial, i feel quite accomplished. cos my civics group made me so proud! :D its 1145pm

now, and look at the people in 2C08 online. my whole group is practically online, well except yangs since he already done his part long ago. :/ haha. but idont mind staying awake to wait for them. tmr is going to be a fun filled day, that is if they bring their costumes and stuff. (:

im feeling a sense of accomplishment now like seriously. :)

thanks guys for making my day.

this convo is funny. hahah reminds me of this afternoon. :X

today i almost lost my wallet, luckily some tjc person returned it and saved my life. thank you kind person with a kind heart. and thank you Jesus Christ for allowing it to land into someone's hands who had a really kind heart! THANK YOU! :D

jiaxin(:

2009-07-23T10:09:00.000+08:00

jiaxin(:

hazelnuts

2009-07-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

chinese buke today was funny. i love our pms. hahha. -.- damn lame i tell you. :D tmr's racial harmony, dont know whether ill wear anything special yet. haha. :D

jiaxin(:

be with you.

2009-07-19T23:11:00.005+08:00

all of a sudden, i feel that im spending too much time beautifying my blog, and posting posts almost every other day, that i don't read other people's blogs. maybe except kaiwen's and my sister's, the rest i almost do not. been bloghopping today, and realised quite a number of things. :/ guess i have been really lag in the blogging world. :/

actually blogs are for expressing things you dont want to tell people straight in the face and hide behind the computer screen. which is quite saddening to know. guess the world has become like that nowadays.

plurk is simply awesome, with the small group of us who dont really talk to each other on a daily basis, helping each other's karma to increase, and we get to know each other's daily activites and life. fb is getting boring. plurk is starting to catch my attention although im quite a latecomer. ;D but who cares. it is fun. (:

my muscles are aching like crap from ytd. My thighs are like -.- now. i dont feel like going for pe, but yingling is going, and i dont seem to have an excuse not to. ill probably run really slowly tmr. :/ cant be bothered to write letters anymore. oh man, thighs and butt, please recover for my 5 items on friday. :/ please please please God help me.

this morning i had a hard time waking up, because i was having a beautiful dream. some people say dreams are the opposite of reality, and some say that they are the wants of the person dreaming it. hmmm, i wonder which one is mine. but i hope its not the first one, because it really seemed so vivid and real to me. and its one of the only times i can remember my dreams. (: thinking of it makes me day dream. :O omg, do i really want it that much. im mad i tell you. i must really ____ you.

i swear benjamin khoh is freaking cute. :D

jiaxin(:

:DDDDDDD

2009-07-18T23:11:00.003+08:00

OMG today is probably one of the best days in the year.

i went to work at my mom's event at sentosa today, Teenage smash. and so tjc played. and they lost at the first round thanks to someone. -.-

and so there was this voting of some pageant, and then i saw 张振寰 from the ultimatum! i was so happy! i actually 'chopped' his hand with stamp cos he was supporting his friend! and so did yingling! i was so dam happy i tell you. but details are too embarrassing to mention, so i shall leave it here as it is. :D

and so this was our supposed role, but most of the time we were stamping people's hands and the shuai ges kept talking to us i tell you. And theres this benjamin guy who is ultra handsome i tell you. he blew me away! :D i voted for him in the end. and yingling thinks he's handsome too, so therefore i do not have bad taste this time, and he really is cute. -smiles- valencia should be jealous. haha

after that, my mom treated us to sakae sushi which was really awesome and i ate this sakiyuki thing, which was excellent i tell you. freaking nice. :D imm super full now im gonna puke.

okay im really happy now, cos i met 5 super shuai guys out of the rest, including the mediacorp artiste! :D

details will not be elaborated cos im too lazy to type. needa sleep. and im so gonna get muscle ache tmr. and pe. -.-

jiaxin(:

hey i'm screaming at you

2009-07-18T00:59:00.004+08:00

today was the trip to pasir ris park.

it was actually quite fun, to my suprise. well, my group has 4 guys, then at first, we saw other groups playing at the playground and stuff, and then gabriel was like: "lets not play like them, we do finish first, then we play." but of course being guys, they couldnt help it and within 15mins, they were on this flying fox thing. =.= hahah. it was kinda hilarious. :D but overall i had fun, and poor yangyang was sort of limping around all day.

after that, kaiwen, jeremiah, yingling, valencia and I went to KFC to eat dinner, where we chatted like there was no tmr. and i realised that i really didnt know a lot a lot a lot of things. guess my observant-ness is only in movies and the environment around me, but not this kind of relationship issues. but will try to know more. :D be even more observant. we really chatted our hearts out, and laughed and laughed like mad. it was really like relaxing (not sure if thats the right word to use).

tmr, im working at sentosa, for my mom's TEENAGE SMASH event, some volleyball competition. yingling is also going to help out, and i have to treat her lunch. ._. i think it's gonna be fun although it is a 12 hour event. hahah. team 'teejay' is going to play too, but i heard they are not exactly very good. :/ will post the results tmr or the day after.

been experimenting with some colours today, and i found the result to be quite nice:

jiaxin(:

._.

2009-07-15T11:11:00.003+08:00

wth. some people are getting irritating day by day. thank god i made the right choice. some people are just like her. :/ pot calling the kettle black. -.- so 小气 just like my brother, try to be more understanding yo.

jiaxin(:

what hurts the most.

2009-07-14T23:29:00.003+08:00

sometimes it hold so true that that the people closest to you breaks your heart the most number of times and the wound is so deep, it leaves a scar.

the chinese compre during JCTs mentioned when you're ill and someone takes care of you, you will feel very blessed and 幸福 although it is such a small incident. but how about the time when you're sick and your loved ones says "you're sick meh?" and doesnt give a damn about you. isnt the pain going to be doubled? :/

why can't you two just be more sensitive.

/edit

just finished my chem report for my group. and i suddenly feel so accomplised, haha, maybe it's because i failed chem. but i havent started tingxie (the 80 words thing) which is really worrying me. so okay then ill go study now. :D

anyway, kaiwen, do take care. you'll be fine. (:

/edit

jiaxin(:

nibuzaiaiwo.

2009-07-14T00:27:00.005+08:00

hello

today i realised i have a million things to do for the whole term ahead.

1. Math project ._.

2. Tritouch everything

3. LA Night

and all these are so major. :/ maybe not math, but definitely the other two.

hence, today i drafted the letter to drop geog! i dont know whether this is the right decision to make, but one thing's for sure, I AM NOT A HUMANS STUDENT. I seriously can't write for nuts, thats why i always fail and get last in class for LA. But something that made me really happy is that, I passed my LA essay for the first time in the whole entire year! :D eeeps! but of course i failed my compre, and this is the first time im doing so, but since that teacher wants to show her standard, I guess never mind, no point complaining or ranting. Congrats Jiayun! :)

oh sad thing is, im a weird person. usually intermediate maths will do much better than advanced, but me being a weird person, I did equally well. Therefore and hence, I need to go maths remedial! -.- saded man. ://// okay nvm, going remedial is a good thing i guess, can improve. I didnt even study for maths paper that day cos of LA! argh, but nvm, at least i passed LA.

i borrowed two ~~happy~~ harry potter books today from the library and im reading them now! so far not bad but i hope i can finish the half blood prince one before the movie starts! (:

okay since it's after 12mn,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH! :D

okay gtg sleep. >_<

jiaxin(:

2009-07-10T13:59:00.001+08:00

OMG my battery is so screwed.

up down upside down.

2009-07-09T10:40:00.003+08:00

hello. :D

now in physics lesson. just added one mark to physics paper. (: yippee. okay i have nothing to do now thats why im blogging.

im downloading kurosagi drama and also MAPLESTORY. Have been trying for a few days but have been failing. and school internet is freaking fast now cos no one is using. faster than my house. usually my house about 4 hours 2%, here 30 seconds 2%, but then now like slowly down. hahha (:

and yamapi is cute:

will update later. (:

/edit

okay i didnt update last night as i had a queasy feeling in my stomachache and slept for the whole night through, then woke up this morning ready for school, started having stomachache and shitted badly. :/ so i didnt go to school.

well, i heard that i passed maths from yingling. so now slightly happier from all the other paper disasters. :D but the rest are really shiatz. and my la isnt back yet. so now quite nervous.

good luck to 2B and 2A people taking biology paper back! :D

/edit

jiaxin(:

blackouts.

2009-07-08T23:20:00.005+08:00

hello.

OMG i just realised something ytd night that was really freaking. :/ I may lock my blog, or put it in my advantage. haha. super weird and scary. -.-

So ytd i went out with kaiwen, jeremiah and yingling just like last year! we like cycled in the morning, and then went to marina to watch Ice Age 3. Honestly, some parts were funny, but it really sucked. :/ it was like almost as boring as it's just that not into you. :O we watched in 3D and like I think it was focus problems that made my eyes really teary and everything. It was also very heavy so really irritating. I can't believed we paid $10 for such a horrific glasses. The only thing that was worth was that we came in like super early and we could spam photos doing some really spas action. haha (: it was really fun with you guys! Thanks for everything! (read more from kaiwen's blog) And I really love the photographs taken yo! It's really shot at nice angles. haha.

okay so today was horror day #1. I was really disappointed in myself, as well as some people. I can't believe I consoled someone who got like more than half my marks. I'm like dumb or dumb.. -.- okay anyway, overall it was still alright, although it was quite bad. But its okay lah. I dont care anymore. thank god cheah didnt give back LA, I think I would remain my all time record for last in class essays. :/ wow, and i was shocked by shauna man. her marks are like sky high. haha. congrats anyway!

And furthermore, we changed groups today. So my group now is Gabriel, Nicholas, Yangyang (yay!), jingwen and I! :D I think our group is gonna be fun although term 3 is gonna be real short! I'm quite happy so far for the past 3 terms. All my groups were really nice and people in the group were (generally) hardworking! :D thanks to them our assignments scored really high. (: thanks yo!

and kaiwen just showed a super ultra cute picture of yamapi. hahah! (L) go nobuta! (:

I swear he is damn ultra freaking cute! I'm downloading nobuta now. :D Can't wait to go school and watch tmr. :)

OMT Ji Hoo is seriously like handsomely handsome. :)

I love his haircut here. OMT like super handsome. No one can beat him. Sorry Wu Zun. :/ don't worry you'll still have a place in my heart, but until you have a new drama, ji hoo is in first place. :P

okay this is disturbing. :O

So, is your glass of water half full or half empty?

jiaxin(:

my soul feels glad

2009-06-28T00:22:00.004+08:00

hello. today is the second last day before jcts start. oh god, i need to hug your leg now. NOW.

was talking to kaiwen on msn just now, and we talked about MATH, the ultimate killer of jcts. she says that if she passes either paper one or two, she'll treat me to bubble tea (L) and if i pass ill treat her too. :D yay kaiwen, im awaiting the bubble tea! (: i want milk tea. thank you for your treat.

and oh gosh, i havent revised LA very carefully yet. oh gosh oh gosh. I have cell tmr and after that i shall chiong chiong chiong everything. :D GO EVERYONE FROM TA! WE CAN DO THIS.

i have no idea what to blog here anymore. okay shall blog maybe after jcts or something, or maybe when im free. and btw, waka waka is really fun, AND ADDICTIVE. oh no, bye jcts, hello WAKAWAKA. :)

Sometimes, your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes, your smile can be the source of your joy."

- Thich Nhat Hanh

jiaxin(:

i want nobody, nobody but you.

2009-06-26T02:26:00.006+08:00

hello.

yeah i know it's late in the night/early in the morning already, and I have tuition tmr at 10am, argh, but who cares, i'm gonna blog still since im bored. :(

okay so today is countdown 4 days to JCTs, and I feel like i'm still acting as if there's no JCTs. -.- okay nvm, 明天会更好.

so i did a few facebook quizzes and replied a note, and now i'm playing sims 3 since I jailbreaked my ipod! :D so now I have sims 3 and all the nonsense from the itunes store, FOR FREE! :D but i still went to buy the lady gaga revenge not for free. hmph. one day after i finally decided to jailbreak.

and my dad's going to malaysia tmr for some holiday. and i hope malaysia will quickly become an H1N1 infected country so I can be quarantined for 7 days and not go to school. sianz. i cant wait for jcts to be over so i can start going out to ecp, and watch movies like nobody's business. :D that'll be awesome! (:

oh and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON CHNG!

:D (sorry for being a little late this year)

Yo, muscle man! you've been a great cell member! i still remember the time on the way to the chalet, you asked me to touch some muscle under your arm that only you had cause you canoed too much. -.- haha. amusing. lolness seriously. hahah gross. anyway, may God bless you all the days of your life. Thank God we both have no O levels! :D whee hee. see you on sunday, dude!

jiaxin(:

know your enemy.

2009-06-22T16:20:00.011+08:00

hello.

been having fever for the past two days. so im quite sick right now, a little drowsy. :/ with flubug that just attacked me, it is really horrible now. :'( but im better compared to the last two days. thank you rachel for your constant concern these two days. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN! :D

Thanks for being such a wonderful cell leader this half a decade. You are twenty-one already! As old as mama rachel! hahah. anyway, may the Lord continue to bring you abundant blessings throughout your whole year and also as you continue to be a faithful servant in the house of the Lord, may He provide you with everlasting strength and enthusiasm! :D thank you so much darren!

anyway, im going to his house later with my entire cell to give him a surprise! :D birthday cake = money. that's why im there cos im the treasurer. haha joking only. (: i hope he'll be so suprised!

oh and i just downloaded the tap tap revenge Lady Gaga for USD4.99. Anyone up for play? :P

blog later.

/edit

and so it is 1.15am and i just came back from darren's house. :D it was really fun planning the surprise although tiring waiting for him to return. i took a cab back with kaisiang and nathanael and it was just from pasir ris to tampines and it was almost 9 bucks when it came to my house okay. -.- what the freak. so freaking near yet so expensive. cabbies doing the midnight hour is really earning whole truckloads of money compared to day cabbies. :/

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN !

since its after 12midnight already, and tmr will be leon's turn. :D i love my cell group.

edit/

jiaxin(:

turn on that radio

2009-06-21T02:26:00.007+08:00

Firstly, just wanna say a:

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

(just in case i don't blog tmr)

I shall leave the details of what to say in my heart. :D no point, just in case my mom reads this. ._.

okay so, was another day that was just spent wasting time, with my cousin coming, not that him coming was wasting time, but that i was too distracted playing with him, i forgot to revise anything. argh, statistics is so freaking a waste of my time. -.- okay and c.lit, ive finally memorised the 爱莲说 everything, including the yuan wen which is super what the hell. anyway, c.lit is really tough, thank god im not taking it next year already! :DDDD

okay have nothing else to blog about byebye.

jiaxin(:

come on get higher.

2009-06-16T22:49:00.002+08:00

hello.

today i went to school the study again. well, i was quite irritated over c.lit because i studied like paragraphs of one topic already, now not tested. ._. freak man. okay anyway today nothing significant really happened.

oh and i went to get darren's (my cell leader) birthday present! haha it was fun choosing the dvd and the essential items. (darren, you better not be reading this. lol) in the end i not only bought a dvd for darren, i also bought one japanese drama for myself! I bought the "absolute boyfriend". If you think it sounds famillar, its because it's about to air on channel U sometime soon. :D people, go watch, it's one great drama! DON'T MISS! (:

okay then will blog tmr! :D bye.

jiaxin(:

times we shared that I'll never forget.

2009-06-15T19:57:00.006+08:00

so as promised, here are the photos! kaiwen, ill send you on msn instead! :D

as you can see, it was really great fun! ♥

zengan adding his favourite garlic!

Chicken potato! ♥

hahaha. everyone was playing tap tap revenge on my ipod! :D

look at the spread! :) we cooked all these okay! hahha

group photo ftw!

me, zengan, tingwei!

zengan and kaiwen with their signature 'chicken potato'!

we are the chefs! see the ingredients, want to learn? :D

okay so today i went to school in the morning to study in the library with keith. it was quite productive, at least i settled my trigo (i hope).

so after lunch, we went to some shop where kwith bought a whole packet of kopiko and so we had fun with it, cam whoring. haha.

okay thats it for today! :D byebye.

jiaxin(:

the man who can't be moved.

2009-06-14T01:34:00.003+08:00

hello!

i'm finally back from camp! :D hahah. i slept the moment i came home yesterday and slept till this morning like 10am. my goodness, i'm really tired. :/ i think kaiwen is super energetic to be going bintan today. hahah. (read kaiwen's blog)

we slept at 2am and woke up at 4.15am okay. what the heck. i was quite pissed at first as im someone who needs her beauty sleep and don't like to be woken up. but later on we played this board game where the punishment was to clean up. -.- anyway kaiwen and huixuan won so they were not supposed to clean up, but given who they were, they helped out. So, zengan, kaiwen, christabelle and i vacumned the whole place. it was like really big with the irritating carpets. :/

actually at first i was dreading the camp, but after all, i thought that it was really fun and i really got to know more about myself. I felt especially, that the "what you want people to think of you", "what you really are" and "what people think of you" part was really cool. But, the part on "what you really are" I had quite an evened out score, so couldnt really tell which trait was my dominant one, so the instructor was like "you are going through an emotional struggle" hahahha. LOL seriously. but the bad sides and good sides were really true. very true. with the forgetfulness and untidiness and everything else. hahha.

cooking was quite a disaster after getting scolding for losing the receipt and clogging the sink. anyway we didnt explain ourselves much. but the process was really very fun. for the first two meals, it was mainly the three tjcians cooking and handling, but the second day, we decided to 放手一波 and let the rest cook! (while the three of us + jason/joyce were playing ticket to ride) :D it turned out to be good in the end which was simply awesome. (L)

the second day's test i think we did it before at OBM, the multiple intelligence one. but i didnt really do it seriously cos i was half sleeping already as i was super tired. -.- haha. the first one was really accurate anyway. to think of it, we did like 3 tests! 0.0 madness.

ohohoh and huixuan is SHSS's council president! (: i'm suddenly so proud of my school that my school has someone so capable and responsible to run the school. She's really mature although she's sec 3. i'm glad to know you, huixuan! :D

will be uploading pictures another time as im really sleepy now. gosh its almost 2am. -.-

jiaxin(:

looking so innocent

2009-06-10T01:14:00.003+08:00

hello world.

so today, i went to watch 'angels and demons" with my sister. My brother didn't do his homework properly so my mom did not allow him to go. :/ anyway, i thought that the movie was awesome! :D (although my sister kept asking, "jiejie, why _______?", which was quite distracting) I thought that all the TA2s could relate to it very well because it kept talking about science vs religion in the show which i thought was really cool, and they kept mentioning Galileo Galilei and his theory and how was supressed by the church. hhaha. this is a movie i thought would be really good for all of us to watch, maybe a ta2 outing! haha. but the movie season is gonna end this thursday i think as it has only 2 shows everyday now. :/ miss cheah should really watch it. :D I really love the quote at the last part:

"Religion is flawed because men is flawed."

It somehow answered my many thoughts that had been in my mind for very long. Thank you my daddy Jesus. You are always No.1 in my life! (L)

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when i listened to my ipod today, it shuffled and played, "I'm not sorry" by Taylor Swift, and I really felt like dedicating to a certain someone.

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i'm so dead. i didnt really do any work today. I'm so dead. :/

jiaxin(:

sometimes goodbye is a second chance

2009-06-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

hello world.

i'm gonna stop my hiatus-ing and start blogging again. suddenly without my blog i feel a little weird. ahha i guess i need a place to sit down and talk about my day's worth and my inner thoughts. I don't plan to tell everyone that im un-hiatusing anyway.

a part of me is sad that it happened, but another part of me is happy it happened. :) many reasons. at least i don't have to waste my time anymore. (: thank you.

talking about family, i'm going to watch a movie with my sister and brother tmr! it's probably been like a year since i spent time with them alone, bringing them out without my parents. (: we were planning to watch "Dance, Subaru", but it is only available at Cathay Orchard/AMK. D: so we can't watch as it's too far, so we're watching angels vs demons. hahah weird show to be watching with two kids, but im glad we're doing so, bonding together. although they are the ones that make me angry the most, they are always there for me when i need them and they are the people whom i truly love, and when i talk to them i can speak my mind freely without any facades. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

oh gosh, it's already in the 2nd week of the holidays and yet i feel that i havent done anything so far which sucks. :/ okay i guess i really need to start doing some proper work. :( i hope i can be more disciplined. :X no choice. anyway my jcts are so screwed up. :/

ohohoh the tritouch camp thing is on thursday, and i'm kind of excited about it. Maybe cos I can escape two days of schedule and relax. okay not exact relax, since we're gonna do some lifeskills thing. :/ haha i hope it'll be fun! (: there will only be me, kaiwen and zengan and some other school people which i don't know. haha. anyway, i can't wait for it to come. :)

"Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know. Could have loved you all my life if you had'nt left me waiting in the cold. And you've got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know."

jiaxin(:

one wonderful day

2009-05-22T23:12:00.004+08:00

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i have no idea why but i feel like blogging. :D firstly, thank you valencia yan for everything last night. (: my dad is gonna kill me though, haha but i dont give a damn.

thank you loves. (:

okay and huanying is nuts about dieting. APPLES! :P happy dieting. (: shall join you tmr. (i try)

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oh and shauna, dont pms anymore! we love you! (: jiayou with your mugging! what you said today stunned me, which i found was really true. "Selfish in your own way." :D

Today important lessons were learnt.

speaking of lessons, NO MORE ECONS! (: loves!

i dont think ill update that often anymore. :/ reason-less. :P (unless to thank people)

jiaxin(:

tonight will be the night that i will fall for you.

2009-05-04T00:53:00.003+08:00

hello everyone,

if theres time tmr (which i doubt),

i will post the really fun stuff that have happened through this past long weekend. :D

project and church and stuff. :)

guess what.

im on the phone now with keith. oh god i cant believe this. hahaha. :D msn actually. haha. for the longest time ever. haha. and my mom hasnt found out yet. thank god for entertaining me yo! and stop sending me winks. hahah. (:

okay. gtg. LA project, geog project and all the other homework not done. :/ lol.

jiaxin(:

maybe I was stupid for telling you those lies.

2009-04-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

today was kind of weird with kaiwen not coming to school. haha i have no idea why also. anyway, hope you're alright no matter what happened! :D

yippee! IDE choices are up! Kelly and I will be joining the law one under ms cheah lee huang! hahah. LOL. actually i didnt want to join that but i have no interest in any other IDE already, so might as well join her. haha. :) i really hope its gonna be interesting. and as quoted by kelly: "we'll do what the 1A girls did last year again." X)

i forgot to blog about the interview on saturday! haha. anyway, it was alright. I was the third last to enter, and i chose the number 2nd when drawing lots. so i finished my turn really fast. And out of the 14 interviewees, 6 were TJCians, which was certainly quite amusing. haha. :D anyway, had great fun with kaiwen, kelly and huanying! (: i hope we all get in together.

i am really very exhausted today, after the 2.8km PE run, which i predicted it is more, made me really drained out the whole day. Thank God there's no science on mondays. phew. :) maybe im not only physically tired, im mentally tired of this rigourous TA life, and on top of it I have ___ ____ to handle. -.- so sickening. yucks, pukes. i wish someone could provide me with the motivation i need. i think the ONLY reason why i would regret coming TJ is because of ___ ____ and all the politics. :/ sucks yah know.

today cos maybe i was tired or something, I was quite in my own world which made me think quite a bit. I remember the times where you ___ me soya bean milk, and did all these little little sweet things. I mean, didnt all these mean anything? :/

oh yes, big/huge thank you to kelly for making my day again! :)

jiaxin(:

what actually defines a friend?

can't read my poker face.

2009-04-27T00:19:00.003+08:00

i realised i have changed. some things just aren't so important anymore. I have learnt to see things clearer and know who's good and who's not that good. And most importantly, i need to learn how to be more hard hearted.

keith tong, you are a really weird and scary person, but somehow, you make me laugh and make my day. hahaha. thank you! im glad you're in my group. :D

and kelly (kellarian) the ultra pok head, thanks for always being there when i need you. :) jiaxinrian theory still sounds ewww. haha.

thanks to the tac group people, although you guys didnt do much, but im just glad that this group exists.

i dont think many people know about my blog, cos i keep changing url. haha. who cares i like it this way. (:

jiaxin(:

you spin my head right round right round

2009-04-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLES!

After lessons ended today, i went to library with kelly, where i examined her phone closely, at ALL her contacts. hahaha. i was laughing like mad at her contacts, cos some contacts, she didnt even know who it was. she had some really amusing contacts like:

lol can you imagine her calling? "hello extra phone ah? my phone spoilt, can you come now?" or "hello god? i need your help!" -.- haha

okay this sounds a little bit wrong. :)

Usually people would be like Da Gu Gu but she's different! :D

awww man. so sweet. <333>

awww, even sweeter. :)

after that, i went for tuition, and then MEGAHOUSE FUNCTION! I only decided today itself that i would go! hahaha. and guess who went! KELLY, OUR ULTRA GLAM PRINCESS! And huanying also went! im really proud of you guys! besides us, there was JIANLE! :D and jingwen, nicholas, glen(with his ultra lame sunglasses which belongs to his father), darren, joel, and many others plus people from sc and hc! Everyone was dressed until super glamly okay. like super retro and stuff, and we people in uniform felt super fish out of water. :/ hahha but dancing mass dance songs were uber fun, although we left half way.

this was a tjc band who was really good! they sang 'fall for you', 'love story', 'check yes juliet' and other super nice hits! :D the singer xiangyun was like uber awesome i tell you! and then there was this four guys who danced! :) they were really gay gays! really owned everyone okay. :) super cool. check out the video here or on facebook!

and pe today was damn zzz. that mr ng's fault, make me fall down and now my butt hurts still. volleyball is like aiyoh difficult to play and make me no face. haha.

okay this is a super random funny photo! hahah.

and RIGHT ROUND is my official civics group theme song! thanks to keith! :D he sings it to me all day long, and now, i sing it to kelly! :) and she will soon sing it to yifan! yippee!

anyway, to valencia and hasia, i hope you guys are alright! :D

jiaxin(:

today was a day of up and downs, and i can feel that feeling coming back. is it a good thing or bad thing. :/

your love is a lie.

2009-04-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

hallos peoples.

today was a hilarious day, mostly. with kelly and her "COOL YU (SIA)!", making me laugh all the way from the classroom to LT1. Well, she thinks she's super cool. haha. And her BETTY CHEW. (: super amusing. i think the contact time today was one of the most interesting ones ever cos i didnt fall asleep or feel like falling asleep for the first time. ahha. funnyae. he was like 'im very candid when it comes to porn.' best. the casper and joel going up was seriously classic man. :) not gonna elaborate.

ive finally finished my shift for my maths stats project. phew. i tell you, glen is seriously powderful. Our report has like 4000+ words of analysis. Siao already. My eyes are gonna fall out soon cos ive been creating like a million graphs and pie charts and what not. But i think our report is quite cool haha. We're almost done people! Jiayou (esp matt's group)!

Going home today was hilarious! I dragged kaiwen to take bus 12 with me to tanah merah! then we saw casper, glen, jose, darren and some other people i cant remember (if there are still anymore). They were shocked to see her on the bus. :D read kaiwen's blog for more.

ohohoh. I've successfully created a fan page for GLS! :D this is so freaking cool i tell you. haha. inside are full of her unglam photos! :) do join as a fan! if she knows about this, i have no idea how she is gonna react i tell you. X)

CLICK HERE!

jiaxin(:

life is full of uncertainties, just like how uncertain i am about you.

speechless.

2009-04-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

补课 people: Kaiwen, Glen and Jiaxin FTW! :D

WE HEART GAO LAO SHI! <3

WE HEART 'FREE B&&J TUB ICE CREAM DAY'! <3

THANK YOU LAO SHI! YOU'RE THE BEST EVER!

you made us all speechless. :D

thank God i went for buke. It was the best decision of the day. (:

oh yeah, kaiwen take care okay? (:

jiaxin(:

thinking of you.

2009-04-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

well, this weekend has been really tiring with all the different events going on.

so saturday was the TA open house which was really fun and everything, but it was really tiring. the funniest part was when __ _____ fell down. omtian. seriously. but i feel quite bad as well hahah. i hope her bum's alright. :/

i just came back from giant and my chinese's spelling's not learnt, my LA book not read finished, everything not done. incl bzbd. so = dead. :X sianned man. actually everything was because im sick lah. i have some allergies of sort, that my hands and feet are like swollen and painful. I was already like hurting in the morning of TA open house, plus my super wonderful cramps which made everything worse. But now im much better, like the swelling has gone down. thanks to everyone fore their concern! :D

okay i gtg read my LA book in case that ms cheah scolds me :/ haha.

that half an hour of my life was really worth my time although my dad is going to kill me for overusing my phone plan. :D

jiaxin(:

when i'm with him i am thinking of you.

2009-04-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

hellos!

today mr aziz tested our presentation for open house this saturday. Gabriel, YingLing, Liu Wei, Sherry and I were like unprepared can! We wanted to all die together. haha. but after everything, we managed to pull off everything quite well! (with the help of the notes) MATHS BOOTH FTW! :)

okay then after school, I was supposed to go bowling and I was already in the cab with kaiwen when i called my mother and she said there wasnt enough time to go bowling cos I had dentist appointment. :/ I was kinda disappointed for the first time that i couldnt go okay. weird. so i dropped kaiwen off, then i turned back home which was nearby. :(

so my dentist appointment. after a 2 month long wait, it was finally my turn. The dentist said I had like 3 freaking holes in my teeth which was super funny but i was super scared. SUPER. But she was really nice and motherly, haha. So everything was fine! And guess what? I'm not wearing braces already! :D yippee! the doctor says its okay. (: im super happy that i dont need to go through the pain like val and nat (who just put). HAPPY HAPPY! :) but i have to go back in june again for another checkup, to check my baby teeth again and also to fill the remaining hole I have (she says im too tired).

fyi, i really really not say hate, but am really angry with you. I mean you should be thanking God that I dont need ______ okay. I mean like I've like no major health problems every since I was born. And like over $14o you asking me the next time I have to go what SGH? you must be mad. please lah. what "students have all the time in the world". wtheck man seriously. cmon! Im like so much busier that you compared to your idiotic work. you know yourself best. :/

and thank god there's no tingxie tmr. PHEW. okay but i need to start studying maths test, which i havent started at all. :/ jiaxin! please start studying!

jiaxin(:

I'd be lying if I said losing you was something I could handle

2009-04-14T19:02:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!

ive changed blog again. I realised I dont exactly like wordpress cos i cant put a tagboard in it! :/

anyway, today we had the c.lit test which was quite horrible because I put the 主题思想 into 艺术特色 thats why I had so little things to write. Quite lame. -.- Yeahps 2 down, 1 to go! MATHS TEST! (which im probably gonna fail cos of Functions.) argh. okay. today was also quite bad because I had no idea what was ms liew talking in chem today. Because I didnt come to school last week, I had to have remedial with shauna and 3 PRCs, where I was sitting there like a fool okay. -.- with all the pros. Saded. :(

Im gonna meet Yingling at Tampines Mall in approx, 35 mins. We're gonna buy a dress each! I'm buying cos I'm going for my cell leader, Rachel's 21st birthday! :D The theme is glitter sparkly! WHOOTS! So exciting okay I tell you. :P

and so open house's this saturday! :D and my stupid maths booth is dam lame. I have to memorise this FAQ thing and im tested on thurs by Mr Aziz okay! Oh crap. And so, if they ask me, "So how well did you do for maths last year?" I will say: "Oh I failed with flying colours! With a score of 29 for JCTS upon 100 and 49 for promos! WOW!" =.=

okay i gtg meet yingling already! byebye!

jiaxin(: